Waiting for the rarest call

Here I am again surrounded by millions of thoughts
racing down with each other
From first clumsy kiss to unacceptable 'no'
distance letting one miss the other.

I remember the first visit to messy home
doors & walls littered with clothes
everything made me tensed and low
but his smile let self go of most.

Words wove amidst the void,
To clear the ambiguous clouds.
They heeded the pain,
And were the only thing keeping me sane.

With every passing day by day
I look upon you , stalking you
I make sure to capture every single glance
that's all I'm left with except loving you.

More to come

Gossip Girl
Xoxo